Most of the experiences in my life it's been an emotional day as I lived through the valleys and hills of those childhood years. In my life I see more evil than good and they are also within my own border, although l don’t understand anything about bondages at that time. I often felt discouraged more than comforted. Hope has never entered my mind before. I never knew that there is a Mighty God waiting for us to require of Him for help.
But in my most distress moment, I met God.
Coming to know God is something so special and different,
something I never thought of before. It
is not just another religion or ritual, not just a routine, it is not even
about the church, occasionally charged walk,
It is about coming to know the true-living God, the One who we really
belong to. The very person that we should know Him in our live. something that
we.. definately shouldn't.. miss.. in this life.
He is real. I have a few spiritual encounters
with God after coming to know Him. God appeared to me in different way before.
He has assured me of His love and care and all His promises and eternal plan
for me, which is about from earthly life to eternity.
The day I entered a church, at that very moment I
encountered the true living God in a dramatic way, which I thought I was going
to die, my eyes are opened to see and know the true meaning of life. I came to
forget my own life but seek the Truth after that. But, it's also made me lonely
for those days when my walk with the Lord seemed so much more alive and
passionate.
And I learned that as a human, we should understand and
experience the true meaning of to love and being loved.
And about 10 years ago, after knowing the reality of God, He
required me to start a journal, and I obeyed. My obedience has led me to a very
intimate relationship with Him. Through my journal, I can see that God is with
me all this while.
I am glad for what he has done. My desire is to let people
know about the goodness of God.
It is something
inside me that has driven me to this place, and I am certain that it is God.
In our life, we should learn to give rather than to receive,
understanding that the truth tells us that giving is a blessing, because at the end of suffering, we shall
meet God face to face when you have surpass it all ( rejecting doing evil while
evil are done to you ) .
Jesus has told us that to give is more blessed than to
receive because God will repay us. If it is more pleasing to Him, then He
would give you more.
Most people are afraid of lack when they give because we are
living in a world of never having enough.
So….because of the defense and challenge of life, human begin to fight
and murder one another for their own safety and gain. And they never know that
we are actually being watched.
And by the measure we use, it will be measured back to us.
That is to say, the more we gain, the more we lose unless it is done/earned in
a righteous way. Even so..the multiplication needs to be done through giving
and sacrifice, then we will be blessed with more.
And today, my desire is to tell people that we don’t need to
repay evil for evil (it will only multiply more evil until it finally destroys
you in a cruel way). Because Satan is the one who sends all these evil spirits
to keep us in bondages for his use to destroy human race. This is his focus.
At the end, you would find out it is all lies and deception
to believe that we have really stored up treasures – which in fact we should
store up real treasures of heaven instead.
It was about the Magi's encounter with Jesus. Matthew 2:12
says that after they had seen Jesus, they chose another route. (my translation)
'we can never go back to the old way once we've worshipped Jesus.' I want to
live this way every day. First of all, being purify through Jesus, wash with
the truth and then going forward to new 'routes'. Spend time with Jesus and
move forward!
I'm feeling the urge
to write and definitely feel like there will be more new adventures ahead when
I get somewhere to the end and may God bless everyone who read this, and Jesus
be with you.
Ritapearl
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