When I have just came to know the LORD, it was almost
immediately that the LORD had an urgency to reveal Himself and my calling and
what His will for me is. The LORD has given me a place for both praying and prophesying.
And I know it in my heart that it is real because I saw Him and his arch angel.
One of the nights at my home, God conveyed this verse 2 Cor. 5:17 to me through His beautiful audible
voice very clearly.
All the 11 years through, being a Christian, He gave me a few
spiritual encounters. At one time, I saw Jesus appeared to me in a real way. And
I also received none-stop, flowing dreams and visions, but most of them I kept
to myself due to certain reasons.
And He also conformed to me that my family will be under his
care and protection. And I will be His prophet who speaks for him and through laying
of hand by other prophet and pastor, God asked me not to be afraid of what
other may say about me. But only obey and speak what He wants me to say to
anybody or group.
And He told me that just like Jeremiah 1:4-6, He also knew
me before I was born. And He called me to be set apart for Him to be His mouthpiece
to speak to nations.
At the beginning I simply can’t understand the meaning of
all this. And worst still, I have problem in speaking. And when God calls me to
write this time, I wonder whether God really knows me. It is an even more
unbelievable and impossible kind of request or command to me, yet I obeyed. Now
God has no problem in handling my disability. And I know that what I thought was
the fact is actually not the truth.
I am willing to obey because God let me see the urgency and
the experience of His heartache and He used to cry from my heart and tears in
my eyes for the world to repent of their sins because the time for the
fulfillment of this age is approaching to the very end already. And is at the
door now.
About a years ago, I saw a very big dragon ( in the vision
it was so clear and more real than things in the natural ) flying across more
than half of the sky (round the earth) in a very speeding momentum. I tell you,
the enemies are hurrying doing his part, just as God is not willing that anyone
should perish, so the devil too, not wanting any of us to be saved.
Please! Cry out for God’s Mercy instead of refusing to
believe or continue to live in denial before it is too late for regret!
And the LORD showed me.. by the end, there will not be much
left if we continue to harden our heart.
In Christ
Ritalim
